Awesome Sunday (=

Today i really have fun with cass many rowei and many more new friends at church ~ it was very surprising when they mentioned  those birthday  are on July Aug and Sept. And the one is me. haha....
surprising~
thanks friends!! =)

Nice song and meaningful lyrics. =))

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreadin' 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me, That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts

This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
But that should be me
That should be me

You said you needed a little time from my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies

What you doin' to me
You're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working cause you know

That that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me, That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts

This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That should be me

I need to know should I fight
For love Or disarm
It's getting harder to heal
This pain from my heart

Ooh Ooh

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me, That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts

This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me

Holding your hand
That should be me
The one making you laugh (oh baby oh)
That should be me

That should be me
Giving you flowers
That should be me
Talking for hours
That should be me (that should be me)
That should be me

That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
I never shoulda let you go
That should be me

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/justin_bieber/#share

Secret that hide from you~

today i passed by you
my heart was beating so badly
but i just can pretend nothing
we have no any single converationn
but i don't mind because i'm not the person
whom can be with you anymore....

I feel so sad
but i can't tell you like we used to be
my heart was bleeding
and break in to thousand pieces 
my tears were dropped everynight


I feels like drowning
without your love
but what can I do?
I couldn't ask any from you
Cause you're no longer with me


I have lose my way
I can't feel the bright
I can see the light
you watch me leaving
pease tell me the reason why

It couldn't set me free~
='(

so many thoughts in my mind~

today my heart was so sad when i saw their comments and status on facebook. They're so sweet. And my heart started thinking. I wonder why. How could this happen to me? I love you but you weren't in love with me. You're in love with her.My best friend. Tell me,how could i face to you two at school?? Just like live in a prison, suffer with this difficulty, that's through. It's enough.
 What i can say is hope you two will last forever,god bless you two. have a blissful life.=)

your friend,
allison-phuise

A secret letter for you

I hide the truth again
Can't tell 'till the end of my life
I just wonder why
Feels like this lie can't last forever

Sunlight turned into dark
Bird flew away from its place
The whole world seems like shut down
I barely breathe
I can't find my way anymore

The words you said to me
It couldn't set me free
It might be something more between us
We'll never know what will happen next

The sky becoming darker
And the storm starts rolling in
Thunder's loud it hurts my ars
I'm terrified and startes cry

I miss everything about you
I kept all the things that we used to it
As my memories
That couldn't set me free

No I can't
But there's the truth
Telling me that i have to
Bye, my love ~

I'm soo pissed off~

I am trying to tell myself that this isn't true.But it's hard.Do you know why? Someone told me that my ex has a  new gf that is my best friend.Oh god,i got freaked out when i knew this.And the girl(my ex's new gf), always come and comfort me during the days when i'm down because of him got breakup with me. but how can she act like nothing in front of me and her friends? all i can say is, i'm really get disappointed in you.

But how i still need to act like nothing too because i don't want to messed up your relationship with him and hope your love will last forever.

                                                                                                                                   your friend,
                                                                                                                                   Allison-Phuise

Hi everyone~

I'm new to blogger and just wanna try to post something about me and share with my friends and family. Hope you will like it and leave some comments if you wanted to. yea, that's all. =) Thanks guys.